What could have been now.
I think because of you, I’ve ignored everyone else. I doubt you’ll ever know how much I cared about you. How can I start something new with someone else when you’re my wildest dreams! You don’t know how hard it is to hold back everything I want you to see, and how horrible I feel for doing so. I wish I could go back to the days when our relationship was new, and have followed my instincts, my feelings that I felt when I was with you. Maybe we could’ve been something. But now, because of my mistakes and you’re way of thinking, we’ve fallen to separate roads. There’s nothin left to do but to move on…